sweet nye dier :p

hi im gonna update about my special day which was yesterday . i know im late at updating but oh well , what to do ;) so yesterday , i had fun with bby haiqal farrah amni jaja and marvin to celebrate my fifth month and jaja's birthday . at first it was only six of us , excluded haiqal , because he went bugis first with i don't know who . we headed to orchard and straight to far est plaza to eat . we took like about fifteen minutes to decide which restaurant to eat . in the end we ate at this Indonesia restaurant . not that appetizing though . but okay lah . i just gobble up (not everything :p) since i was super hungry . bby finished up my food . thank you very much . haiqal joined us when we were heading to esplanade . sat by the river . romantic much ? hahahahaha . took pictures here and there , talk about future and stuff . by the way , when i sat by the river , i was having a wild imagination . right bby and farrah ? hahahaha . nonsense . after awhile we get bored so we went inside the fullerton hotel to explore . feeling-feeling rich :p seriously it was beautiful . we were like jakon for a moment k over there . first time ye . then farrah seperated from us when we're like heading to Lau Pa Sat since she gotta go somewhere . the atmosphere at Lau Pa Sat was awesome . i like . because everyone is like enjoying their food . we ordered 30 sticks of satay which costs us 20 bucks (price tak perlu , hehe) . haiqal ordered hor fun and i ordered crispy noodles at the same time . before that , we were kinda lost when we were heading to Lau Pa Sat . haha :p we got tired after eating , as usual , so we headed home . overall i love yesterday <3 by the way , before this outing there was an open house . farrah and i attended the lame ceremony -.- which was not compulsary . sigh . the performace was great , serious . and and and , hehehehehehe , got one part , amni jaja jas farrah and i got soaked wet in the rain . like seriously fcuking shit soaking wet . nice eh . okeh so that's what happened on 20.11.2010 . today i didn't went out . tired lah k , woke up late also . like pig . heheh . 

so readers , you may be wondering about who's that guy above ; why i posted a picture of him and so on . that guy above is muhd elahi . as you know his my boyfriend . but not only that , his my friend my bestfriend my brother and my special lil guy . we've been together before early last year but we broke up because we were not serious and my impression of him was like a 'fvcking typical matrep' . i even admit it right infront of his face . how cool is that ? chey . haha . i know it hurts el :p sorry okeh . time flies and he changed to become a better person , just for me ! but i didn't realise that until one day , during hari raya 09 . he was like super closed with me so i was like whoah okeh . just go with the flow . hehehehehe :B you know what i mean eh .  when it was starting of this year , he confessed to me once more and i can see that he was seriously serious . i gave him a shot and see how it will be like . surprisingly it turned out pretty well but not up to my standard as he changed back to the old him after awhile . we broke up , yes again . i betrayed him , i hurt him alot during the break up moment . you should know what i mean el . i was lucky that we remained as best friends . we were supeeeeeeer closed that some even thought we're together . haha . funny . we got even closer and closer each day . feelings grew deeper and there it goes , third attempt which is now . i really really really hope that we would remained this way , no more break ups . he really meant a lot to me . he taught me how to be able to love again sincerely . he really changed my life after i've been hurt repeatedly in the past , some of you should know what i mean . sigh . hahaha . oh well , whats past is past . now future , concentrate on my future ! ;) hehe . that's the history between us , how we get together .

at the same time , i would also thanked fatimah for helping us in this relationship . without her , elahi and i would not be together . as for haiqal , he gave us support eventho sometimes he looks like he doesn't care . HAHAHAHA . sorry bestfr :p my post is really long now . i better get going . by'bye .